Mental Stimulation

“Stimulate the MIND & the BODY will follow”

I’m a sucker for Ambiance, Romance, & Surprises. But nothing gets me wetter than our deep conversation.
*Allow me to set the mood*
Step inside our humble abode
Sweet smells of myrrh incense and cherry candles invade your nostrils
Inhale deeply as you relax in this candle lit home, forget about your troubles don’t allow your mind to roam. The focus now is ME
Take off your your jacket get comfortable let me lead you into our sacred space
Those soulful, sultry eyes meet mine and tenderly examine my face, softly touching my hair as they dance around my breast down to my thighs and legs admiring my lingerie made of lace.

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Allow me to slowly undress you,
As you enjoy these soft melodies
Let my massage un stress you
I know you can appreciate the time I took to marinate in my fruit infused milk bath,

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breath smooth like fresh mangos, skin soft like these satin sheets.
I can tell you’re already ready to get it on, but you know what arouses me.
As we Lay
My new position, next to you head on my chest legs intertwined

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Our heart beats begin to sync
You take your hand and start playing with mine
Conversation begins
Various topics….our minds and hearts entertained
Those electro magnetic energies are activated in our brains
Those chakras are almost in alignment
And the way you patiently timed it
We’re on to the next assignment
As kisses are exchanged

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I love to lick around your teeth, and suck on ya bottom lip. You return the motion and ignite fires. Patience is a virtue that gets you all of your desires. That mental stimulation.
Now I’m ready
To take you on a journey
You’re always yearning for more
Cause even though you were ready at the door, you awakened your sapiosexual side

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now you know what’s in store
High off each other
That conscious high is the best drug
Spiritual concentration leads to sexual elevations
Our connection
A direct reflection of unconditional love
Mental Stimulation
Take me there….
And we can go anywhere…

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62 More days!

“During the whole two years and change…. it seemed to fly by. But now that he’s so close to coming home, why does time seem to be crawling?”

I am in love with my husband. He is my best friend. And my heart hurts soo much in his absence. I absolutely believe our love is one of those rare, old fashioned, fairy tale love stories  you hear from those grandparents who have been together for over 50 years, happily. I literally count down, daily. I miss my Big Daddy soo much. The bass of his voice tickling my ear drum, the warmth of his touch. The way he spun me around like a ballerina! Ha! I used to be embarrassed when he did it in public but now i miss it! His attentiveness, he gives me so much attention. His hearty laugh, so contagious. Laying on that small patch of hair on his chest that tickles the side of my face. I remember the first time I persistently attempted to shave it off and he resisted but then reluctantly allowed me to! And now he prefers it gone! 62 more days until I see my kings face and what a glorious day it will be! Got used to taking care of everything, can’t wait for him to take back the reigns and be the head of the family. There’s going to be a lot to do, things to get back in order, but we’re both ready. I know it will Feel like a lifted burden because for so long my hearts been so heavy. I know he’s my soul mate…. If I had a rough day, mentally I’d say “I wish I could talk to my Baby” and then when he’d call the first thing he’d say is “what happened today? What’s wrong baby?” But usually he’ll say “hey baby, I love you. How was your day? What were you doing?” I told him, you must be telepathic because anytime you ask what’s wrong? It’s because I had a rough day. But on the good days you don’t ask what’s wrong! How do you know when something is wrong?! He always says ” because I’m in tune with you baby” its crazy! 62 more days… it will be a celebration! We still have to honey moon, we need a vacation! Can’t wait to do romantic things and make passionate love. Can’t wait to go to church together and I thank the Lord above always for putting us in each others path. He’s such a blessing! He’s always talking about how my photographs have him stressing! He said “you be looking too good out there” image image image image image image He wants to touch me always says he doesn’t wanna lose me. I always re assure him trust me… I’m here to stay. Our favorite motto is :

Foreva And A Day”

And I mean that. I wish I could just fast forward to May… although it seems like forever it’s only 62 more days. Eva Fresh. Eva Ready. Eva Stush!

$90 k for 90 days

“Could you go without Cable AND social media  90 days for $90,000?”

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Well most people’s immediate response would be ‘heck yeah! For 90k!’ But the fine print…..
1)Your phone would be tapped
2)friends cannot update you on social events or the latest re cap of Empire, Real Housewives and Scandal
3)you cannot watch TV or go Online anywhere else you would be tracked the whole 90 days

Could you still do it?

I’m curious because we are such an entertainment & technology driven generation
and I personally said ‘heck yeah! Cut the check!’ (Initially) but then I thought about how insane I was starting to go when I tried living without cable trying to save money! Watching DVDs over and over all day everyday. Listening to everybody dishing on my favorite shows “girl! Did you see Love & Hip Hop Last Night!” I eventually caved. I couldn’t take it!!!

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And you know you’re addicted to social media when before your mom sends you a pic she texts you: “and don’t put this on Facebook!”
Because I put everything on Facebook!
And you can’t use the term “Get A Life” because life is social media! Celebs have plenty to do and plenty money to do it and they Instagram EVERRRRRY THING! #ShowOffs!

And if I put my phone down for more than 15 minutes….. I am literally itching to log back on, consumed with thoughts of what I posted and Who commented and how many likes did I get? And ou ou ou! Lets not forget about the indirect shade and subliminal messages!

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So do you think you could do it?”

I would love for a major corporation to do this $90k for 90 days Social Media & Cable Challenge as a social experiment and see how many people get to put their money where
their smartphone is!!!

I would give it an honest effort. I don’t know what would be worse
*having a withdraw meltdown and a visit to the crazy house
Or
*my family disowning me for forfeiting $90 k just to peek at my profile!!!!

#SoundOff!

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21 Day Confession

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“Death and life are in the power of the tongue: and they that love it shall eat the fruit thereof.” Prov. 18:21 KJV

Words Are Powerful

21 day Confession/ Releasing your faith (You can add to it)

 Father I thank you right now for Psalm 91. I declare Lord that the angels are encamped round about my home.

 I thank you Lord that I am redeemed.
I thank you Lord that Satan is bound.
I thank you Lord that angels are loosed.
God I’m releasing my faith right now!
I thank you Lord that I operate today on a supernatural level.
That you are giving me the capacity to do everything that I need to do.
I thank you Lord I am releasing my faith for the unusual favor that you’re bringing into my life.
Thank you Lord that they are choosing me every time.
Favor is operating in my life.
You are raising up someone to use their power and their influence on my behalf.
They are happy to stand with me in the name of Jesus.
I thank you Lord for doors of opportunity.
I thank you Lord. I expect it to be just as if I went to Walmart, I step into a place the doors open wide, so that I can step in and do what I need to do.
Lord I thank you that I am a tither and today I’m releasing my faith.
I thank you that you’re my source.
I bless you that you’re going to use people to bless me.
Men are looking for me.
Money comes in my mailbox from unexpected resources.
I thank you Lord that I don’t have to struggle and strive.
I have unusual favor.
I thank you Lord that I function at a high level.
I thank you Lord that I’m walking in the favor of God.
I thank you Lord that I give tithe and offering.
I thank you Lord that today windows of heaven are open unto me.
I thank you that I have supernatural ability coming to me.
Lord I thank you that I operate on an incredible level, a high level. I’m functioning in a capacity that I never would know myself. I’m having ideas manifesting in my mind Lord, I have understanding coming to me. I am productive in whatever I do. I’m releasing my faith for it. It’s taking me pass my training, pass my understanding.
I thank you Lord for divine favor.
I thank you Lord, favor ain’t fair. When I come on the scene the people are looking for me to bless me. I’m releasing my faith for it in the name of Jesus.
 I thank you Lord that you’re opening doors all over the world for me.
I thank you Lord that the brakes are taken off of me. Lord I’m going in every door that you have opened up for me. I take the brakes off of you.
I thank you Lord that I have more than enough. You even use me as a distribution center, Lord so that I can distribute to others. Thank you Lord Jesus for me finding that favor with you.
Lord I thank you! Lord I thank you! I didn’t expect this money today. Lord here you are causing money to come to me. Come on! Come here now! Come and answer everything in my life. You are a servant money. Come and serve me! I release my faith now that money comes and serves me. It comes from unexpected sources.

Father I am a tither and I thank you for supernatural ability to function at a high level of excellence and integrity.
Father I thank you for ideas.
Thank you Lord for a place of action, for providing that for me. Thank you for productivity. Thank you for supernatural insight. Thank you for doors of opportunity being open unto me. Thank you for favor pouring unto me. Devine favor. The favor that causes others to use their power on my behalf.  
Thank you Father for honor and blessings. Thank you for you mighty provisions. I expect those provisions Father. I expect it from unexpected sources. I believe I receive it right now!
In Jesus’ Name! Amen

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You Never Gave Up

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IF SHE’S WORTH IT, YOU WON’T GIVE UP
IF YOU GIVE UP, YOU’RE NOT WORTHY”

You never gave up on me baby
Never gave up on US.
we’ve been through some drama, and circumstances and my personality’s a little tough.
Every day was not so romantic.
But who’s everyday is romantic?
You did try to keep me happy daily.
Always loved your surprises
And your acts of chivalry.
But the hustle started taking over predominantly
Married to the streets & the mistress (ya money)
During high times I accept the fact I wasn’t always as grateful.
During our lows some of my verbal expressions were distasteful.
Soooo many other times I thought I was in love. Didn’t know how to truly accept you.
Used to look me in the eye when I thought you were full of s*** and say things like
” I would never degrade or disrespect you “
“I’m your protector and provider, you’re the one for me. I love you so much I just wanna take care of you and the kids”.
And you did
Your actions spoke louder than your words
But at what cost?
More money, more grind, less time
I’m working
You’re hustling
The things that went through my mind
Times I got soo frustrated
And told you I have had enough
Ready to throw in the towel
But you never gave up on us
At one point I thought you was crazy
Some of my friends did too!
Used to call my family to tell them to talk to me when I said I was through with you.
My mother has told me several times
” honey that man really loves you “
Other than the love from Christ I thought mans love was conditional
But you never gave up
All my life I’ve seen brokenness
A product of divorced parents and everyone’s marriage was a mess
All the men in my family, my exes & friends exes and even on TV…. they didn’t seem to have any loyalty so I added you to that category thinking eventually you’d do the same.
Cause you’re a man and “that’s what men do”
Sew wild oats, lie, cheat, play a bunch of games,
And you were honest and told me years ago you were that way.
Which caused me to put up my defenses
Cause I’ll be damned if I let another man think I’m gonna let love numb my senses
I will not be rendered defenseless
But you showed me,
Consistency
Respect and loyalty
My heart started to heal from all the previous scars, cause daily it was treated like royalty
A small hiccup or two
But that’s to be expected
Even when my own family had me feeling rejected
You said you’d never let me go
You changed my whole LOVE perspective  Because yours was TRUE
so through your incarceration
I don’t care who thinks what
You never gave up on US
And I will never give up on you….
💋💋💋

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(Dated: May 2011
Official: June 2011
Booked: May 2013
Married: May 2 2014
Release date: May 12th 2015
Can’t wait to see you Big Daddy)

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