Fill A Need (F.A.N)

“In this world there are *Fillers and *Needers …it is NOT a question of ‘which are you?’ It IS the notion of ‘When will you?'”

I was on my instagram the other night, just business as usual,
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Mental Stimulation

“Stimulate the MIND & the BODY will follow”

I’m a sucker for Ambiance, Romance, & Surprises. But nothing gets me wetter than our deep conversation.
*Allow me to set the mood*
Step inside our humble abode
Sweet smells of myrrh incense and cherry candles invade your nostrils
Inhale deeply as you relax in this candle lit home, forget about your troubles don’t allow your mind to roam. The focus now is ME
Take off your your jacket get comfortable let me lead you into our sacred space
Those soulful, sultry eyes meet mine and tenderly examine my face, softly touching my hair as they dance around my breast down to my thighs and legs admiring my lingerie made of lace.


Allow me to slowly undress you,
As you enjoy these soft melodies
Let my massage un stress you
I know you can appreciate the time I took to marinate in my fruit infused milk bath,


breath smooth like fresh mangos, skin soft like these satin sheets.
I can tell you’re already ready to get it on, but you know what arouses me.
As we Lay
My new position, next to you head on my chest legs intertwined


Our heart beats begin to sync
You take your hand and start playing with mine
Conversation begins
Various topics….our minds and hearts entertained
Those electro magnetic energies are activated in our brains
Those chakras are almost in alignment
And the way you patiently timed it
We’re on to the next assignment
As kisses are exchanged


I love to lick around your teeth, and suck on ya bottom lip. You return the motion and ignite fires. Patience is a virtue that gets you all of your desires. That mental stimulation.
Now I’m ready
To take you on a journey
You’re always yearning for more
Cause even though you were ready at the door, you awakened your sapiosexual side



now you know what’s in store
High off each other
That conscious high is the best drug
Spiritual concentration leads to sexual elevations
Our connection
A direct reflection of unconditional love
Mental Stimulation
Take me there….
And we can go anywhere…


Eva Fresh. Eva Ready. Eva Stush!

62 More days!

“During the whole two years and change…. it seemed to fly by. But now that he’s so close to coming home, why does time seem to be crawling?”

I am in love with my husband. He is my best friend. And my heart hurts soo much in his absence. I absolutely believe our love is one of those rare, old fashioned, fairy tale love stories  you hear from those grandparents who have been together for over 50 years, happily. I literally count down, daily. I miss my Big Daddy soo much. The bass of his voice tickling my ear drum, the warmth of his touch. The way he spun me around like a ballerina! Ha! I used to be embarrassed when he did it in public but now i miss it! His attentiveness, he gives me so much attention. His hearty laugh, so contagious. Laying on that small patch of hair on his chest that tickles the side of my face. I remember the first time I persistently attempted to shave it off and he resisted but then reluctantly allowed me to! And now he prefers it gone! 62 more days until I see my kings face and what a glorious day it will be! Got used to taking care of everything, can’t wait for him to take back the reigns and be the head of the family. There’s going to be a lot to do, things to get back in order, but we’re both ready. I know it will Feel like a lifted burden because for so long my hearts been so heavy. I know he’s my soul mate…. If I had a rough day, mentally I’d say “I wish I could talk to my Baby” and then when he’d call the first thing he’d say is “what happened today? What’s wrong baby?” But usually he’ll say “hey baby, I love you. How was your day? What were you doing?” I told him, you must be telepathic because anytime you ask what’s wrong? It’s because I had a rough day. But on the good days you don’t ask what’s wrong! How do you know when something is wrong?! He always says ” because I’m in tune with you baby” its crazy! 62 more days… it will be a celebration! We still have to honey moon, we need a vacation! Can’t wait to do romantic things and make passionate love. Can’t wait to go to church together and I thank the Lord above always for putting us in each others path. He’s such a blessing! He’s always talking about how my photographs have him stressing! He said “you be looking too good out there” image image image image image image He wants to touch me always says he doesn’t wanna lose me. I always re assure him trust me… I’m here to stay. Our favorite motto is :

Foreva And A Day”

And I mean that. I wish I could just fast forward to May… although it seems like forever it’s only 62 more days. Eva Fresh. Eva Ready. Eva Stush!