62 More days!

“During the whole two years and change…. it seemed to fly by. But now that he’s so close to coming home, why does time seem to be crawling?”

I am in love with my husband. He is my best friend. And my heart hurts soo much in his absence. I absolutely believe our love is one of those rare, old fashioned, fairy tale love storiesĀ  you hear from those grandparents who have been together for over 50 years, happily. I literally count down, daily. I miss my Big Daddy soo much. The bass of his voice tickling my ear drum, the warmth of his touch. The way he spun me around like a ballerina! Ha! I used to be embarrassed when he did it in public but now i miss it! His attentiveness, he gives me so much attention. His hearty laugh, so contagious. Laying on that small patch of hair on his chest that tickles the side of my face. I remember the first time I persistently attempted to shave it off and he resisted but then reluctantly allowed me to! And now he prefers it gone! 62 more days until I see my kings face and what a glorious day it will be! Got used to taking care of everything, can’t wait for him to take back the reigns and be the head of the family. There’s going to be a lot to do, things to get back in order, but we’re both ready. I know it will Feel like a lifted burden because for so long my hearts been so heavy. I know he’s my soul mate…. If I had a rough day, mentally I’d say “I wish I could talk to my Baby” and then when he’d call the first thing he’d say is “what happened today? What’s wrong baby?” But usually he’ll say “hey baby, I love you. How was your day? What were you doing?” I told him, you must be telepathic because anytime you ask what’s wrong? It’s because I had a rough day. But on the good days you don’t ask what’s wrong! How do you know when something is wrong?! He always says ” because I’m in tune with you baby” its crazy! 62 more days… it will be a celebration! We still have to honey moon, we need a vacation! Can’t wait to do romantic things and make passionate love. Can’t wait to go to church together and I thank the Lord above always for putting us in each others path. He’s such a blessing! He’s always talking about how my photographs have him stressing! He said “you be looking too good out there” image image image image image image He wants to touch me always says he doesn’t wanna lose me. I always re assure him trust me… I’m here to stay. Our favorite motto is :

Foreva And A Day”

And I mean that. I wish I could just fast forward to May… although it seems like forever it’s only 62 more days. Eva Fresh. Eva Ready. Eva Stush!




B.L.A.C.K ( but we are Brown)
Blessed. Loving. Attributed. Creative. Kings and Queens
Beautiful. Longing. Artistic. Charismatic. Kemetic
Brown skinned gods and goddesses Ancestral Crafters
Labeled with the color of darkness
B.L.A.C.K (but we are brown)
constantly blamed for disasters
Hated and feared
Have a inherit career of mistreatment and being misled
But like iron in fire
Thorough bred molded
Publicly ridiculed murdered and scolded
Labeled with the color of darkness
B.L.A.C.K (but we are Brown)
yet filled with a blinding light
Not easily smoldered
Some of our brown siblings are ashamed of their own sight
Different arrays of brown
But take delight in your melanin
Different shades varied hues
Some have to pay for this complexion… Never be ashamed of your reflection brown family
Yet labeled B.L.A.C.K
the color of tar… Made out to seem negative by far
Everything From being
B.L.A.C.K. listed B.L.A.C.K. mailed
B.L.A.C.K balled. If its Black it must be unclean.
Yet without B.L.A.C.K skies the Stars would go unseen
dark and strong Like coffee beans and precious like onyx and oil
Rare Diamonds and rubies
B.L.A.C.K like little dresses and articles of clothing that can be worn with any and everything
Through wear and tear we’re everywhere
Intimidating is our skin?
B.L.A.C.K but we are Brown
The eyes are the Windows to the soul. Although some of our spirits are dim….Its hard to look straight into the souls whose inner Royalty exudes from within


Eva Fresh. Eva Ready. Eva Stush!

Lay With Me


Baby it’s been a while
And Through these trials
It’s plain to see
We got each others backs
And God has guided us safely
Through the valleys …
out of darkness
I know you’ve been through some things
And nothing can express the joy that seeing your face brings. ..
Baby I miss your everything
There’s also been a change in me. ..
Peace in my mind
Peace in my soul
Come And lay with me.

Tried and true
So loyal to my king
We have some catching up to do
Some making up and things
I have so much love to give
You make my heart sing
I love to lay upon your chest
And listen to your heart beat
We gaze upon our wedding rings
This Love is soo so sweet.

Peace in your heart
Peace in your mind
Our love was put to the test
The search is over
We hit the jackpot
As we lay
We enter mutual rest

Charlene P. Ward
Art for Sale @EvaStushBoutiq

Eva Fresh. Eva Ready. Eva Stush!